October 26th, 2003

Santa Joana

elizabeg was right, not wanting to declare me wrong, that the Santa Ana material is in Didion's "L.A. Notebook," included in Slouching Towards Bethlehem, rather than in The White Album. Here's how it opens:
There is something uneasy in the Los Angeles air this afternoon, some unnatural stillness, some tension. What it means is that tonight a Santa Ana will begin to blow, a hot wind from the northeast whining down through the Cajon and San Gorgonio Passes, blowing up sandstorms out along Route 66, drying the hills and the nerves to the flash point. For a few days now we will see smoke back in the canyons, and hear sirens in the night. I have neither heard nor read that a Santa Ana is due, but I know it, and almost everyone I have seen today knows it too. We know it because we feel it. The baby frets. The maid sulks. I rekindle a waning argument with the telephone company, then cut my losses and lie down, given over to whatever is in the air. To live with the Santa Ana is to accept, consciously or unconsciously, a deeply mechanistic view of human behavior.

I recall being told, when I first moved to Los Angeles and was living on an isolated beach, that the Indians would throw themselves into the sea when the bad wind blew. I could see why. The Pacific turned ominously glossy during a Santa Ana period, and one woke in the night troubled not only by the peacocks screaming in the olive trees but by the eerie absence of surf. The heat was surreal. The sky had a yellow cast, the kind of light sometimes called "earthquake weather." My only neighbor would not come out of her house for days, and there were no lights at night, and her husband roamed the place with a machete. One day he would tell me that he had heard a trespasser, the next a rattlesnake.

"One nights like that," Raymond Chandler once wrote about the Santa Ana, "every booze party ends in a fight. Meek little wives feel the edge of the carving knife and study their husbands' necks. Anything can happen."
Rereading this passage, I realize how much my previous entry on "earthquake weather" borrows from Didion. Except I hadn't read her when I encountered the term, which means that someone in the chain of communication must have inserted her into the description. But her description is, naturally, itself the product of accreted observations by ordinary people, distilled into an unsettling essence by Didion's style.
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Breath of Fresh Air

We woke up this morning, lying on the futon in the living room, to the sound of Kim's Soleri bell and windchimes in violent song.

The wind had arrived.

But it wasn't the hot wind of Santa Ana fame, but a cold one. Too dry, to be sure, but at least bracing enough to give a foretaste of winter.

The advantage of the queen-sized futon, as opposed to our king-sized bed, is that it necessitates proximity. That can be a problem in the heat of summer. When it's cool, though, the result is intensely comforting.

And what better day to wake up with an embrace than our anniversary?
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