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Does Collecting Make You Feel Dirty?
A Speech Worth Reading
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cbertsch From: cbertsch Date: March 20th, 2008 03:00 pm (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
I imagine that I'll suck it up, after seeing that Romanian movie especially. But it will be hard.

Don't delete, BTW. Just wait it out.
From: babyiwasshot Date: March 20th, 2008 06:23 pm (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
Man, I still don't even truly KNOW (for sure) the full extent of what's going on; I have a good hypothesis, but it has never been concretely confirmed, in writing or verbally, so........what's there for ME (in any case) to reveal. Anything I say is pure accusation without any substantiation that isn't hearsay. Shit, I STILL don't even know if it's real, mannnnn. People could STILL be jerkin' my chain. and I, for one, am not going to tell anybody because I no longer care, really.

Hell, seeing as the whole thing was so concderted, I imagine it's incredibly common, and that's cool. Whatever. I just needed to know whether or not I was crazy, and I'm assuming (judging by this reply) that I'm not.

No big deal, really. Everybody's human and makes mistakes. The important thing, to me, is that everybody's ALIVE and capable of learning from the past.

Further, if my hypothesis is correct, then the fact that I saw through all of the text and allegory, in itself, I think, is a pretty decent indication that my confidence in my abilities is pretty accurate, but it was never about proving that, anyway. I just had to see if I was going crazy, man. If people would've simply been HONESt, none of this would've happened and (depending on what the OTHER party does) perhaps nothing all that bad will.

This whole ordeal is worthy of a captivating critical study or novel, truthfully. Everyone involved is so damn good at conveying meaning without "going on the record" that we all nearly go crazy (Hamlet style). I want to relate this to "the crying of lot 49."
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