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Does Collecting Make You Feel Dirty?
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Past Life
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From: e4q Date: April 15th, 2010 06:20 pm (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
i have this a lot now, but in a good way. since i started meditating seriously, what must be getting on for five years ago, now, i have been widening the gap between reactivity and response. it wasn't immediate, or immediately identifiable, what i was doing - something felt better, so i carried on - but eventually it became a very conscious project. a lot of time i am not the me of the past nor the me of the future, but i am a me who can watch similar patterns coming into being, sometimes i just do the same thing, but i am watching, and sometimes i do things differently. the simple act of awareness is so radical, i am often stunned by it.
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