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Does Collecting Make You Feel Dirty?
Playing Catch-Up
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From: e4q Date: September 29th, 2010 09:14 am (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
i have been really having a hard time about what to do with this class. the thing is that my body doesn't necessarily tell me 'go now, that's enough', and i was really wasted straight afterwards, but also woke up migraining today, which might be unrelated, but is a fibro dead ringer - the delayed reaction. apart from that, i have no other bank breaking events in my life - all i have been doing is bed rest and dog exercise, quite a well paced day, so it's not as if it could be many other triggers, though i will admit that migraine can be caused by nothing more than weather. it doesn't really help that i have misgivings about the class itself, and also the group, because then it becomes hard to unravel whether it is worth trying harder to fix it.

you can't be serious about the music - i have the breadth of knowlegde of a GNAT!
cbertsch From: cbertsch Date: September 29th, 2010 05:11 pm (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
I didn't know that you thought you didn't know music. That's the beauty of the meme. It's a difference-leveller, in terms of experience. And I'd be interested in your thoughts no matter what.

As for the Buddhists, it sounds like you have some unresolved feelings about how the conduct their business there. It seems to me that practice has served you well. But I also think you need to stay in charge of the dynamic.
From: e4q Date: September 29th, 2010 06:39 pm (UTC) (LINK TO SPECIFIC ENTRY)
i lost my own opinion about music when i had a 7 year relationship with a stereo hog, who listened to joni mitchell and norwegian jazz. i also stopped dancing, which didn't help. i have a small but growing interest in some alternative cabaret type stuff which i have gleaned from listening to 'cabaret' and 'steampunk' tags on last.fm

the buddhists are a can of worms, alright. it is very layered. some of it is about me, some about being ill, some about the group, some about the teaching, and some about the leader of the cult. (that's how much i like him)
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